Jan 26


Perchance to dream

by Terry 26 January 2008


I had a new experience last night. I dreamed I was a paramedic and delivered a baby. I woke up with a smile. What’s so big about that? Other people take dreaming for granted, but I don’t. Most nights I wake up in a cold sweat, afraid to go back to sleep, and this was the first fun dream I’ve had in longer than I can remember. Of course, I went back to bed only to confront another nightmare, but this was a flash of hope.

I’m up to 100 mg of Zoloft now, and I think that’s making the difference. It took a long time to find this drug, but I’m so grateful I finally did. I’m feeling better every day.

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2 Responses to “Perchance to dream”

  1. T.G. Scott on January 28th, 2008 9:20 am

    The way things have been going in my life this past year, I feel like I need to be put back on Zoloft. I do have some Clonezepam to tide me over, but I have to take it early enough in the evening that I don’t suffer that early a.m. coma that I can’t seem to shake.  (Quote)

  2. Terry on January 28th, 2008 4:43 pm

    Clonezepam gives me a hangover, too, unless I take it very frequently, which I don’t like to do. If you feel you’d benefit from the Zoloft again, you should go talk to your doctor about it. Don’t wait until you can’t stand it anymore. You don’t have to bottom out. It’s not a failure to need it.  (Quote)

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